I had such strong emotions that surrounded her first birthday (May 15). It's exciting because it's quite unbelievable to witness how much growth and development she has experienced in just 12 short months. It's such a delight to watch her learn new things. But there's a part of my heart that still hangs on to those newborn days where she sweetly slept, often times in my arms, and I could just stare at her, taking in her newness.
The days where she would learn to sit up, crawl and take her first steps felt like ages away. How could this tiny little peanut ever get to that point?! Well... I blinked and she reached all the points. Now that she can do all those things, it's hard to imagine her as a newborn.
The past 12 months have been full of challenges, struggles, sleepless nights, crying, laughter, joys, delights, sweet memories, and growth for both Caleb and me.
There were many times I thought I had reached my breaking point.
There were many times I thought she would never stop crying and go to sleep.
There were many times I thought she would never figure out how to nurse.
There were many times I laughed so hard at how funny and silly she was being.
There were many times I felt my heart would burst from the immense love I felt for my daughter.
There were many times I have snuck into her room just to feel warm fuzzies from watching her sleep.
She is our beautiful gift. We have reached the point where we don't remember what life was like before she existed. It is our hope and prayer that Selah Grace grows to love Jesus and to follow and serve Him with her whole heart.
Happy first birthday baby girl. You are loved more than you know. And now let's go down memory lane and look at photos of Selah Grace over the past year.
1 month old to 12 months old
Lovely. =) She just gets cuter and cuter. Congrats on surviving the first year! ;)
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